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Fucking Hell I haven't used this thing in yonkkksss
I know the previous article was about that but ohh wellll.


Anyway, it's that time of year again. The time when je vais en France avec ma famille... funn. Another 3 day car journey there and another 3 day car journey back. Ooh the anticipation. The tension. The arguments about who's going to sit where and share a room with whom.
Oooooooh

But yus. Tbh, I can't wait to see the sun again :) I know that we've just had a mild heatwave here, but the second the rain comes back and I'm unhappy and want to see the sunn. Not that I don't appreciate it when it's here... I tend to stalk off inside and play guitar hero in a baking hot conservatory. Lovely :)

Ai wantz a poooool D:
I can't even swim properly, but I still want it. Just to jump in it and drown or something lol. But not really drown. That's called suicide and I don't have a deathwish. I want to go from a heroin overdose at the age of 65. Though I've heard that drowning isn't very painful... (I don't know who from. I've just heard it).

And aye, I know that this is random and straying from the point a lot, but that's the point. There is no point. Eh bon. Je dois ameliorer mon francais aussi D:
Because I fail at that. Amongst other things.
*ramble ramble ramn;e*
*blah blah blah*




All I want to do is get high and then go on here. Then I might write something that everyone will appreciate.
Ou sont mes clopes?????



Oh and btw. Pic related. It's me.
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# Posted on Thursday, 31 July 2008 at 8:47 PM

urf it's been ages since i last went on here

but yeh
10 visits this month woot


i want everything to become undone and go back to normal
back to when i loved siiinge lol
back to before france, before any evanses and before college because ive fucekd up college already and want to get up and start again

damn i shouldn't have got together with anyone.
it's just some bad mistake seeing as i have the habit of going along with anyone who likes me and not letting me be choosy because i tend to live by the beggars cant be choosers motto.

but now evans is out of my life.
gone,

i have lost my safety net
=(


it feels weird flying solo


but being rejected twice in one day is not good


and yeh i do have my eye out for someone
but i wont do anything just yet
i need things to settle down first


just i'll have to remember
1st September '07


the start of the biggest mistake of my life.
yeh it was good.
but it makes me needy and i dont want that anymore

getting over him will be tough because he was such a good friend as well - it's not like losing an ex, but in a weird way your best friend


so yeh
im in a very contemplative mood atm.



(urf cheese??? goats???? WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING?????)

# Posted on Sunday, 04 November 2007 at 8:55 PM

can't sleep...

ok

i told you what i had to tell you
and im really sorry for hurting you

i just have a thing of not wanting to hurt people.. and that ends up hurting them more =S

just i dont think that i could really continue living something like that.. living a lie =S


But you're such a nice caring sweet person, and you really do deserve someone. even if you don't believe it, i believe that there is someone out there for everyone. maybe i'm for you.. but i don't know



Anyway
im leaving all of the other articles up there
because there's no denying what i felt for you
even if i dont feel it as strongly now

ily xxx

# Posted on Saturday, 20 October 2007 at 8:30 PM

it just goes to prove that i really am a sugar junkie

high off 4 litres of orange juice
1.5 twixes
um
not much else :x


and now im just coming around...

# Posted on Saturday, 15 September 2007 at 9:35 AM

i'M A fUcKINg hYPoCrITe

i'M A fUcKINg hYPoCrITe
voici mon dessin.
et un rose
j'en ai parlé assez






and yesh.. i do see the irony.
if skyblog had photoblog i would be putting this on there ok?

# Posted on Friday, 14 September 2007 at 6:15 PM

Edited on Saturday, 15 September 2007 at 1:30 AM